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my give a fuck is busted

from ANXIETY by Trench Party

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    this song was inspired by the time my friend freaked out and had to be admitted to a psych ward after (possibly?) accidentally taking DOC which he thought was acid. not too long after that my friends were talking about taking LSD again and it inspired this track, about going completely crazy on drugs and not giving a fuck about anything.
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Well, I want to sing a song about how I can’t stop using drugs and how my life is out of control and I’m incapable of love because of my various addictions, the satiation of which is all I think about from day to day. I can’t relate to fellow people, I veil myself with substances like crystal meth and crack cocaine and hard alcohol and it’s gotten to the point where I can’t even find the strength to leave my bed without a line or at least a couple beers because I don’t want to feel like a failure! I don’t want to feel like a fake. I don’t want to feel like I’m wasting my time. I don’t care when my life is at stake. Now my girlfriend is quite concerned but I don’t really give a shit. I’m now too nervous to drive unless I’ve railed or fixed a hit and my boss has recently been asking why my eyes are always red. She said there’s been a steep decline in my performance recently. I had a friend who took some shit which he believed was LSD but now we think that it was something else because he had to be hospitalized and forced to undergo psychiatric evaluations but I don’t care; I still drop acid all the time because it’s great. When I drink, I go ballistic. I am hardly ever drunk, I just consume until I pass out but I feel nothing at all. I take pills like they were candy, any kind that I can find. I just want to feel sweet nothing. I just need my peace of mind. I cut myself with razors, all across my arms and knees, as a punishment for hurting all my friends and family. I watch my blood until I get scared that I’ll bleed to death and die, and then I drink a jug of wine and go to sleep for the night.

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from ANXIETY, released August 1, 2010

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my name is jake and I play all the instruments in trench party. I record in my room and independently distribute all my albums for free.

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